Alas, words are no longer sufficient.

If only words can express
the extent to which I've been missing you
and the extent to which
you've dominated my mind and thoughts
without even trying.
If only words can express
the delirious euphoria I feel
every time my phone beeps
and your name is displayed on the screen.
If only words can express
the happiness I feel
every second I am allowed
to spend with you.
If only words can express
the extent to which I have to restrain
from reaching out and touching you
whenever you're near
for the temptation is everpresent
and the desire is threatening to burst
my heart open
and yet the fear of losing you
is too great for me to succumb
to my desires.
If only words can express
the extent of my fear
of that time when we'd have to part
for a life without you
seems bleak and hellish.
It seems I've fallen too deep
and I can no longer live
without my personal brand of heroine.
Every second that I'm with you
nothing else seems to matter
and I always wish that time could stop
and every second that I'm not with you
I wish that you're here with me.
You're on my mind
every waking second of my life
and for that I am saying the truth
quand je te dis que
tu me manques toujours.


Wanting to hear your voice again.